My name means happy but it doesn`t quite match how I usually feel.
I`m sad, I`m mad, and in a bad mood but rarely happy for real.
Opinions don`t matter from anyone, as long as I like it there is nothing else to be done.
Label or describe me however you feel,I don`t really care because it`s your free will.
Call me cynical,quiet , and opioniated, I just have to agree with those who know the real me.
I can hardly ever say no, and just have to go with the flow, Ocassionally I`ll break free and oppose those who control me.
I`m in my world most of the day and love to keep it that way.
The real world I see is so boring and dull , I rather just sleep through it all.
I love you , I hate you, your okay, I like you , your fine , and I want you dead. You`ll never know what I label you in my head.
This poem was the thing that kept me up all night but now it is done and the sun is shining bright.